PLEASE COMMENT -I WAS DUMB AND LOST MY VIRGINITY TO A BRAZILIAN GUY THAT I HAD ONLY KNOWN FOR TWO WEEKS- LET ME ASSURE I OBVIOUSLY NEVER DO STUFF LIKE THIS BUT,,,WELL,,,S*** HAPPENS AND I HAVE NO EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT TO HIM AT ALLLLL… IS THIS WRONG? AM I INSANE? DOES THIS RELATE TO A BAD RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FATHER? NOT TRYING TO BE FUNNY BUT I REALIZE THIS SOUNDS EXTREMELY STUPID
Okay i know you feel horrible, but it is going to be fine. Yes there could be some hidden issues with your family, probably a need for acceptance. I had that too when i was young, now when i look back i realize that i have too many issues with my family and its really hard to cope up with them.
For you, its great that you realized it really early, it would be great if you learn from your mistakes